I'm tired.

I'm really tired. That's all I can say.

I work 5 days a week, then I volunteer for the other two days. And even if I don't volunteer for both of the other two days. I volunteer for at least one of them. And the other one is because something is going on. Dentist, going to toronto, birthday, something.

So I'm pooped. I'm going to start sleeping early now. I'm going to start sleeping around 10 to 11 PM. Just because I'm so tired.

I slept at 11 last night and I woke up at 11 this morning.

I was supposed to go to heart and stroke to volunteer. But I'm so dead tired that I called in and told them I'll be coming on the thursday.

I've never been this tired before, even in school. School's easy stuff I think. Or maybe its because I'm used to it and when I study, I don't get tired as fast. Think of me as a character in a game. I've got HP and MP. My MP (which is what I use to cast spells... er, I mean, mental health, I use it to study...) is a lot higher because I trained it for 13 years. My HP on the other hand is incredibly low, which means working and volunteering everyday takes a bigger toll on me than studying for over 70 hours a week and reading over 300 pages of text per week.

Yes. Horribly unbalanced, I know.

So this summer is good. I'm levelling up my HP. (stupid video games, I should stop playing that stuff.....).

Alright, I'm done here. Today I'm not going to volunteer. Its my day of break until next monday, unless I volunteer next monday, in which case that means its my day of break until next time I get a break... thursday, or friday, or wednesday, I don't know.

Well, that's it. I'm going to eat now. Later.

Yuy Ren

P.S. I'm so tired.....