French + Greek = Freak
Okok... so I'm ripping a bit off of that Russell Peters thingy. But that's not the reason why I decided to blog. There's something I'd like to share... and people better agree with me to help me settle this uneasiness.
Ok, here goes. Last night, I went to bed around 2:30 ish because I was afraid my parents would wake up and I'll get in trouble again like the night before last night. Well, so I'm lying on my bed and I'm thinking about (yes, you're gonna think "WTF?"), I was thinking about Handmaid's Tale..... and I got really really scared. I don't know.. call it the atmosphere perhaps? Maybe it's because it was at 3 Am in the morning and it was pitch dark in my room. Thinking about the movie and the book became really really unsettling. And I mean REALLY unsettling. I was thinking about the fact that she tried to escape in the beginning, but failed to do so. Her family has been separated, her husband killed, daughter taken away. Then I thought about her friend, who was at the whore house. Then about the Commander, and Mayday. Especially mayday. I was thinking about Mayday and I thought, that second girl who knew about it but wasn't part of it... when I thought of that, I was so freaked. I mean think about it, there's huge underground movement that you're part of, you use the secret word when suddenly, the other person goes "I know all about it and I discourage it.". I don't know.. its just I guess I'm registering the whole story a little late. The full impact of it, I felt last night. I mean, for the guys, I don't know if you can understand this... all you gotta do is become doctors, commanders, drivers, whatever.... but as a girl (me...), the story is very very unsettling. As soon as I closed my eyes, I'd feel like I was in her room. And I'd get really really scared :S Yeah...... so basically, that kept my up until about 4 o'clock.
Since I didn't fall asleep at that time yet. I decided to listen to a bit of the radio. So I take my CD player and head phones and listen to some good old Jack. And let me tell you this, they play the most horrible music at 4 AM in the morning. I mean.. MOST horrible. It's like the back burner of every genre. Horrible rhymed lyrics with monotonous music and crappy vocals. Something you'd hear at a very shady and cheap bar in the early 1990s. Geh.
Well, that's that. The last time I checked the time was around 5:18 AM. I turned off the radio and fell asleep sometime after that. I woke up around 12 ish noon and here I am, relating what has happened and me still feeling a bit of that unease :S.
Later days,
Yuy Ren
Ok, here goes. Last night, I went to bed around 2:30 ish because I was afraid my parents would wake up and I'll get in trouble again like the night before last night. Well, so I'm lying on my bed and I'm thinking about (yes, you're gonna think "WTF?"), I was thinking about Handmaid's Tale..... and I got really really scared. I don't know.. call it the atmosphere perhaps? Maybe it's because it was at 3 Am in the morning and it was pitch dark in my room. Thinking about the movie and the book became really really unsettling. And I mean REALLY unsettling. I was thinking about the fact that she tried to escape in the beginning, but failed to do so. Her family has been separated, her husband killed, daughter taken away. Then I thought about her friend, who was at the whore house. Then about the Commander, and Mayday. Especially mayday. I was thinking about Mayday and I thought, that second girl who knew about it but wasn't part of it... when I thought of that, I was so freaked. I mean think about it, there's huge underground movement that you're part of, you use the secret word when suddenly, the other person goes "I know all about it and I discourage it.". I don't know.. its just I guess I'm registering the whole story a little late. The full impact of it, I felt last night. I mean, for the guys, I don't know if you can understand this... all you gotta do is become doctors, commanders, drivers, whatever.... but as a girl (me...), the story is very very unsettling. As soon as I closed my eyes, I'd feel like I was in her room. And I'd get really really scared :S Yeah...... so basically, that kept my up until about 4 o'clock.
Since I didn't fall asleep at that time yet. I decided to listen to a bit of the radio. So I take my CD player and head phones and listen to some good old Jack. And let me tell you this, they play the most horrible music at 4 AM in the morning. I mean.. MOST horrible. It's like the back burner of every genre. Horrible rhymed lyrics with monotonous music and crappy vocals. Something you'd hear at a very shady and cheap bar in the early 1990s. Geh.
Well, that's that. The last time I checked the time was around 5:18 AM. I turned off the radio and fell asleep sometime after that. I woke up around 12 ish noon and here I am, relating what has happened and me still feeling a bit of that unease :S.
Later days,
Yuy Ren
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3:00 PM
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