The Shadow
You know what? It just dawned on me that I'm getting old.
Sorry, not old.. but older. I mean.. I'll move out of the house??? Go to University and take care of myself?? Find a job?? Settle down, establish a family?? Retire?? Die??
Ok, that's going a little far. But I like to continue to live in my fake unbreakable bubble of pretense that my parents will feed me forever.
I know... but I never thought about growing big enough to move out of the house... it's so weird. I'm not old enough to drink.. but I can live on my own? That strikes me a little odd. Ok I don't know where that drinking comment came from.. it's not like I'm going to abuse my rights when I *DO* get it............. seriously~! I'm not kidding la~!
Anywhoo.. Yeah... the concept of the shadow. We are afraid of shadows... because is suggests something dark and dangerous... yet we cast our own shadows. Take that metaphorically, and you get something quite cool.
I'm sure it's been used in literature many times over, but these double meaning devices amaze me everytime. Utilizing words to my advantage has never been my forte. -_-
Anywhoo, I'm downloading Prince of Tennis mp3s. They aren't for me.. they are for a friend. But I like downloading painstakingly through the dial up system. I like waiting for hours for something to download... call it suspenseful waiting. I like hearing the dial up sounds right before I connect to the internet, and I especially enjoy how nobody can call my house when I'm online.... is this considered masochistic??
Maybe so.. probably not.... okies, oh look.....someone's messaging me on msn... to respond or not to respond, that is the question...
Wait.. lets see what they have to say:
X:yuy
X:who had the music for ur group??
me:huh?
x:teh music for hte play
me: what do you mean who had it? steph had it she was the one playing it... i don't know where it is now
Hm.. she's not responding.... anywhoo.. that's enough of that. I'm gonna go to bed. Nites.
Yuy
Sorry, not old.. but older. I mean.. I'll move out of the house??? Go to University and take care of myself?? Find a job?? Settle down, establish a family?? Retire?? Die??
Ok, that's going a little far. But I like to continue to live in my fake unbreakable bubble of pretense that my parents will feed me forever.
I know... but I never thought about growing big enough to move out of the house... it's so weird. I'm not old enough to drink.. but I can live on my own? That strikes me a little odd. Ok I don't know where that drinking comment came from.. it's not like I'm going to abuse my rights when I *DO* get it............. seriously~! I'm not kidding la~!
Anywhoo.. Yeah... the concept of the shadow. We are afraid of shadows... because is suggests something dark and dangerous... yet we cast our own shadows. Take that metaphorically, and you get something quite cool.
I'm sure it's been used in literature many times over, but these double meaning devices amaze me everytime. Utilizing words to my advantage has never been my forte. -_-
Anywhoo, I'm downloading Prince of Tennis mp3s. They aren't for me.. they are for a friend. But I like downloading painstakingly through the dial up system. I like waiting for hours for something to download... call it suspenseful waiting. I like hearing the dial up sounds right before I connect to the internet, and I especially enjoy how nobody can call my house when I'm online.... is this considered masochistic??
Maybe so.. probably not.... okies, oh look.....someone's messaging me on msn... to respond or not to respond, that is the question...
Wait.. lets see what they have to say:
X:yuy
X:who had the music for ur group??
me:huh?
x:teh music for hte play
me: what do you mean who had it? steph had it she was the one playing it... i don't know where it is now
Hm.. she's not responding.... anywhoo.. that's enough of that. I'm gonna go to bed. Nites.
Yuy
posted by Yuy at
1:41 AM
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Yeah it's kind of freaky that once when we're older, we'll move out of our parent's house and do that independent thing. Scary...or we can do the Drew Carey show thing and buy our parent's house and live in there for the rest of our life......slash that last part...
Drinking by the way is cool, as long as it's with friends and in moderation, moderation being one or two glasses...REGULAR GLASSES! You know, enough that your mouth gets loose but not enough that you lose control of your mouth.
And our shadows are cool, it's like that friend we had back in the day, except its a part of us, and we try to step on it...right?
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